well colby wanted me to update so here ya go, dont get too depressed....my cali sucked more than a prostitute on a busy street corner...im sick and feel like my throat is going to fall off...im bored as hell...i might have to move to new york as soon as summer is over...i have cramps and my whole body hurts....so yeah, summer just kinda blows right now

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it sucks even more now...i got in a car accident tonight...i was driving home from dinner w. my sister, we took different cars, and i was trying to change a CD when i had merged like onto the sidewalk.i freaked out and was trying to get back on the road but like i couldnt take my foot off the gas and onto the brake and i hit a fire hydrant and then skidded back onto the road and stopped in the right lane, where i was trying to get in the first place...they airbags went off and i like turned off the car and like ran out thru the passengar side...a guy behind me called the police and people from their apartments did too...my sister passed me like 10 minutes after so i had to wait another 30 minutes or so for her to come back and get me...umm teh right passenger side got fucked up...door, fender, mirror....i was so scared and freaking out....i didnt get seriously hurt...just a few scratches and burns and bruises my "battle wars"...the worst was first realizing what i did and then realizing i had to call my parents in mexico...yeah so i dont want to drive ever again lol..